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Inauguration

It's 38 hours to the inauguration day, I have no kebaya to wear yet, and here I am don't bother to feel slightly excited or panic, at least. Dunno, many people will kill to have my place, they said. Fine, maybe I'm exaggerated, as usual. But yeah, if my parents wont come here I probably forget the day, like I did with my duty nowadays. Two days, exactly. Seriously, this only twice times in almost for years I work in RSM to forget about my duty. Okay, back to the matter in hand, inauguration.

It's a ceremonial when a student graduates from college. An important one. Where almost all of us dresses nicely, even overdressed. I want to dress nicely, but still show who I am. Because I never been an extravagant person. The simplest, the best for me. For clothes, I'm do thinking over if I must buy some, but for other things, nope.

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