The title was an event present by Forum Lingkar Pena, a reguler once in two weeks event which I'm dying to attend since a month ago. Qadarullah, I finally made it tonight. And I'm far from disappointed.
In fact, I'm really glad that I'm coming. It was a special event, because FLP invite a special guest, his name is Brili Agung. They said he have wrote 17 books and own three office, all related to publishing book. As if doesn't impressive enought, he also quite attractive, smart, and single. Hahaha.. I wish I could giggle or at least sighed dreamy or all ladylike gestures, but no. Is it so not me. Yeah, although I admit I need to lower my gaze entirely the event but hey, I'm still a normal girl. Uhuks..
Enough about the appearance. But he really opened my mind. And pulled out one of my deepest dream. To write my own books. He made it sounds really simple. But was it? I don't know. I never tried. But even it only happened in your mind? Why it can't be real? Sure that Dumbledore's quote found it's place to shine :-D
He also have an writing course online. It warranted that the student will have their own book to publish, if not, the money will refund. But don't wish that a month will pass smoothly. We Will be drilling, scolding, desperate, crying maybe. But the effort will equal with the result right?
That's the point. I'm not forced myself to fight enough. To spare the best efforts. So now I can't follow the course. Because I don't have money and notebook to support it. I won't wasting time to write reasons why I'm can't afford it. It will only came out as a lame excuses.
But nonetheless it was a great experience. And I won't change it other way. For the course, maybe this time not the best time. Allah want me to fix everything first. So I can focus to write someday. How can I attached myself with that kind of course if my time management is really awful? Like this post. I mean to finish it right away when I came back from Ngofi. When I'm still in my bubble of hope and happiness. But see now? I finally finished it nearly two weeks! What kind of writer I'll be if I still stuck in this habits. So now, one by one I must solve my problems. Right now, I must satisfied with reading, reading, and reading. Then practicing. May Allah ease my way. Aamiin.
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