Distrust

It's something to know some people judged you before they know you. Even doesn't have tendencies to ask you the question itself. It hurts. But still, you can easily ignore it. They don't know you after all.

But when someone close to you do the same thing, it's a whole different thing. And it's hurt beyond word. Made you want to shout before their face, pull their hair, and maybe broke some glass to add a dramatic effect (no, I'm not in the mood to beat my head to the wall).

My point is, it's hurt.

Yeah sometimes later, we can reflect, or think about it clearly. There's must be something that triggered it. Namely our action. But for some first seconds, there's a doubt. A heartbreak. That we dont deserved it. Because we deserved to be trust. After all we have done to them.

Sadly, the universe seem likes mysteries. A single 'why' cannot guarantee a 'because' as an answer. It could be more.

The thing is, how do I know my reaction to that judgement and distrust is a correct one. I thought to punish them. A silent treatment may do. But deep in my heart I know. We need to talk. Talk and a chance of explanation. And hopefully, it will result an acceptance to both sides.

Ah, so much to learn yet so little time to spare. And there's the silver lining, I can experience and know how the best trick to face.