"Ngapain tertarik sama dia, penyakitan gitu.."
I don't know I'm so bothered with that statement, even though I knew what the reason behind it. I am understand that women, as ridiculous as it feel, sometimes say everything that indeed a vice versa with what our heart tell. But I can't accept the rudeness in that statement.
Me and her, of all people should now that 'penyakitan' or anything similar with that is not acceptable in our field work. And 'penyakitan' is not a wild card to go to heaven sooner than the health one.
Because anytime, life can leave our body. Don't need a big blows, or massive accidents. A small clot of blood or fat stuck in a right place, a little cut in the artery, few cc of poison, a fast allergic reaction, without a right and proper treatment, can send us above instantly. What a fragile thing we are!
Like Nyanko-sensei said 'Human's life will end fast. So fast that it's scary.'
Yeah, who wouldn't?
Knowing that I don't have much to prepare it. Even a dream about it scared me to bone, and give me goosebumps, I don't have prevent myself to the worst, not yet. To make it worse, it's absolutely will happen. And no one know when the time will come.
So, instead of stay in my comfort zone, I must change and work harder. To my future, not only in this world, but in hereafter too.
Allah, guide me all the way to your jannah. And grant me khusnul khotimah. Aamiin.
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